... WORK! Dammit, this project is taking much more toll than I though. It made my previous work a piece of cake compared to this.
But under this darkness of work, I manage to find some light. Because I actually looking foward to see this project take off and gain something from it :D
Some of the circumstances that happens at work is probably my fault too, so I'm working so hard to compensate for it, and find something to fill the hole in the project.
Btw, did anyone notice that Superman Returns already played in the Theatre!? I'm going to watch it tonight, as I think it'll be a memorable experience :)
So, I finally in a new place, already for a month btw.
Everything is new for me here, new friends, and new job, and new assignments. And I’m thrilled to be here.
My new office is called Pt. Antar Mira Prakarsa, or better known as M-Stars. Originally, they are a content aggregator, a mobile content Provider actually, and they’re apparently one of the biggest in Indonesia, but lately, they found it interesting to enter a new venture of online PC game. Now, they are currently working together with this company from a local film industry (don’t ask ;) ) to do an online game. Now, that’s where I come in.
My work not starts from 9 to 6, so I get to wake up really late but the thing is, I have to wear this nice clothes, each time I go to work. What can I say, I’m the Game Development Project Manager. It comes with the territory. Still, It kinda choke me on the neck :P
Now hopefully it goes well, because this is all new for me and after a month, I’ve known many new people to add to my network of friends.
I've been in this company for what now? 4 years, more I think, I found my old contract document, and it stated March 24th, 2002. 4 Years, 1 month, and 2 days now. I never imagine I’ve stayed this long here and I've experienced many things, both Good, bad, and even worst.
And after all those time, I'm quitting. Beginning next month, I'll be in a new place starting fresh and anew.
It really feels strange to me. As the day got closer to my last days. I mean, all those years, this place felt like home to me. I put a lot of my reference book here, my toys, things that I couldn't even place properly at home. This place is as close as a family to me. I had fun in this place, yet, I feel empty as well, and that feeling become unbearable after seeing all my friends come and goes.
Still it's hard for me to leave this place
Then, nevertheless, I leave it all... why?
Because what I want to achieve need some other experience that I'm being offered to, that offer is a chance to obtain even better future (hopefully) for me. I Pray that my 'calculated gamble' here paid off and I'll have what I'm looking for all this time
